My Sadness has just End

when there was darkness

I feel so alone and lonely

have no friends nor lovers

when you came 

you try to 

be my friend

when you are on my side

you make me smile and laughed 

all the time that we're together

when you're down I was there

beside you to stand tall and 

I hope that I was the one who can 

understand you in every way

as time goes by you change 

slowly and make me feel that 

I'm special 

first date 

you gave me flowers

we go on some restaurant 

and eat a very special meal

then after that you take me home safely 

second date 

we watch movies 

go on a restaurant again

eat a casual dinner

and take me home 

third date 

you say you

love me 

and I finally said it 

that I love you too. 

STONE

I'm hard as a rock
I don't want to be loved nor to be hate
I just want to be alone

then someone used to throw me
I fell into your head
you stare at me
and start to wonder

why is this rock fall on my head?
and soon you let me go
and throw me into a pond

It hurts to be loved
to be hurt and I get
to be lonely

I'm back to be me again
alone and lonely

I'm keeping all the questions in my head
what is a value of a rock?
without you, I'm nothing
without you I may not be like this

just everyone says let go of the rock
because It's only a rock
that who may never understands you
and who never feel your love.