you don't know everything

you maybe know my story, you maybe one of my haters, but let me say something straight about you.. you don't really know everything about me so shut your mouth closed because your not welcome in my life.

matutuhan din kitang mahalin

“pwede mo plang mamiss ung taong hindi mo pa natutuhang mahalin pero I know in time mapapamahal ka na rin sakin”

worth it ba?

Mas madaling lokohin at dayain ang ating mga sarili kesa naman saktan ang isang taong naging parte na rin ng buhay mo. Sadyang napakahirap ding mag-let go pero napakadaling magpretend sa mata ng ibang tao na pinapakita mo na masaya ka na totally na nakaget over ka na sa past relationship mo but deep down inside gusto mong ipag sigawan na mahal mo pa rin siya may magtxt at tumawag sa’yo sa cp inaasahan mo siya na akala mo miss ka niya pero hindi na kasi may mahal na pala siyang iba pero dumating ka dun sa point na napagod ka ng umasa na balang araw na babalikan ka niya at sa di inaasahan nung nagkita kayo ulit at nagkausap dun mo lang na realize na sana noon niya pa sinabi ang matagal mo ng gustong marinig na salita mula sa kaniya na “can we start all over again? because you don’t know how much I missed you.” 

Sweet Childhood Memories

When we we’re in nursery school we used to sing the nursery rhyme.
when we we’re at grade school you used to tease me on my crush
And when we’re highschool we learned how to fall in love and how to be hurt 
Now that we both in college you always do those stuff when we we’re kids 
And I’m only here to say that thanks for being such a good friend to me not only just a friend but also a sister by heart. 

TIME

My life is just like a
clock a clock that’s 
never stop from ticking 
everyday.

You came and changed
me from being broken 
you fixed me, when I’m tired 
your the one who energized me.

And now you find someone new 
I’d stopped from ticking
I cry for pain 
I wish that you could 
love me again.

Then I realize you we’re 
never be mine that’s 
why I let you go 
from the another 
clock that you 
love.  

CRAZY

When there was me and you, we we’re used to be jerks.
Like a kid who likes to play, everything had mixed emotions 
You cry, I cry, when you’re sad I was there at your side and I will be the one who would give you a hug. when you’re angry, I will be always the one who would give u a kiss because I don’t want you to get angry with me. So let me ease your pain because I don’t want to see you sad but as always I will tell you my Magic Words 
” I LOVE YOU.” 

CHANGE

If I could only turn back time when our days are brighter as the sun my love for you, will never break it’s chain because my feelings for you is still like a jewelry it maybe looks precious and expensive to buy but when I’m with you it’s priceless you look gorgeous on our inner dates but my love for you, it will never can be replace.  

LIFE STORY

“Every chapter in our life it has different stories, lessons and trials we should learn from our mistakes because every mistakes that we might actually did in our past it will lead us to avoid the wrong ideas and paths, but by the end of the day we continue our story yet there’s still no such thing as happy endings.”

SAWI

Sapat ng magpatawad pero ang sugat matagal bago ito maghilom nagmahal ka lang ng isang taong minsan ay inakala mong mapapasa’yo pero sa kabila ng lahat maiiwan kang luhaan at handang talikuran ang nakalipas at handa ng harapin ang isang panibagong hamon ng buhay na mag-isa at may mga karamay ang iyong pamilya pati na rin ang iyong mga kaibigan.  

MOVE ON

Pakawalan ang nakaraan although mahirap pero kailangang kayanin kasi hindi na siya babalik pero kung babalik man siya sana hindi ka na niya magagawang saktan at lokohin. Kung may problema man kayo sa relasyon ninyo dapat kayo mismo ang mag-ayos nun at hindi ang pamilya o ang mga kaibigan ninyo dapat kasi ang relasyon iniingatan, inaalagaan at dapat mas minamahal ang isa’t isa pero mayroon talgang mga lalake na hindi marunong makuntento sa isa. At mayroon din namang mga babaeng pag nalaman na may syota na yung tao lumalapit pa sila hanggang sa makuha na yung loob ng lalake at pagkatapos nun iiwan na nila yung karelasyon nila para mapatunayan na sila ang mahal at hindi yung una masakit pero mapapatunyan mo rin sa kanila na hindi lang siya ang lalakeng magpapasaya sa’yo marami pang dadating na matino at sana malinis ang intensyon nila sa’yo determinado sa buhay may natapos at mayroon ding marangal na trabaho yung tipong matutuwa sa’yo ang iyong mga magulang at pati na rin ang iyong pamilya at huwag na huwag kang papatol sa isang lalake na ipopokpok mo sa iyong ulo. 

Sorry

I don’t know what to say,

But I’ am sorry.

I didn’t know how much you mean everything to me,

and I didn’t know you even cared.

I thought it was all a game,

And I guess I was wrong.

You know I have been hurt before,

and it all seemed so wrong.

I knew you had my heart.

I didn’t know I had yours.

I never meant to break it, and if I could change what happened I know I would.

I love you like I’ve never loved anyone before.

you weren’t only my love, but you weren’t my friend as well.

I never meant to to hurt my dear, and I’ am sorry if I did.

My heart belongs to you, and that will never change.

my love for you is strong, my dear and it keeps growing everyday

Keep your hand held high my dear and never fall.

I do truly love you, my dear, and you know I always will.

I hope we’ll be together again someday, my dear, and then you will know that I really do love you so.

Will you still love me even if I'm not feeling the same?

GIRL: I will love you forever

BOY: Will you still love me even if I'm not feeling the same?

The girl was hurt she cried and say goodbye to him, then after a year they met again.

BOY: I'm sorry that I hurt you it was not my intention to do it.

GIRL: It's ok I accepted that already and I already moved on how about you?

BOY: You just don't know what I've been through after our break up I realized that I love you so much and I will always love you.

THE GIRL SMILED AND SAID

GIRL: Would you still love me even if I'm not feeling the same way.

BLEEdING HEART

well bleeding heart I really hope you'll find a way to fix and mend my broken heart. Sometimes, the cure is really within us. I believe that our body has its own healing power and it's up to us if we really want to get better or not try to find some other girls just to divert your attention from your misery. Facing your problem is only the key. Face the pain, learn to accept that things do not always go your way. And time heals all wounds. You may never forget the pain but you can always move on with your life. Bleeding Heart I hope you can find a new love soon. Just wait. Love comes when you least expect it. For the meantime, live your life to the fullest.

love and friendship

there are three friends Eric, Cathlyn and Carol. 

Eric was chased by all the girls in their school. 

Cathlyn was one of the popular girls cheerleader, sexy and stylish.

Carol was just one of those plain and average girls.

Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko to Eric.

Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric. for she was attractive enough. Carol on the other hand, showered Eric with love and care. Carol wasn't ugly at all in fact she looked sweet and pleasant but she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti straps or tubes. So like everyone expected Eric chose Cathlyn for carol was just one ordinary and pain girl, while Cathlyn was labeled as the cool and attractive type. Eric always insulted Carol telling her what a plain Jane she was? and how dumb she looked, which obviously Carol feel so hurt and useless. That's life Carol never gave up though she wanted to prove something to Eric she wanted to prove that looks are not everything she studied hard, really hard she became the top girl, and all the guys once ignored her, chased her but she never forgot Eric. Everyday she put a red rose in Eric's locker always with the same words " I care for you and I always will" because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time. Eric began to realize how dumb he had been his beloved girlfriend Cathlyn was flirting with other guys he regretted for choosing the wrong girl. Cathlyn broke up with Eric later for she had found a wealthier guy Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb he went to look for Carol he knelt on his knees and said "Carol please forgive me do you want to be my girlfriend?" Carol rejected him much everyone's surprise she only uttered these words."You've suffered  a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one." Eric felt disappointed he didn't understand a word that she said to him. But they became good friends they did everything together Eric began to change into someone better          

because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before his ex girlfriends had never treated him that way they just accepted him for his looks but Carol accepted him for himself she changed him. Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday with the same words she never forgot. One day Carol didn't turn up in school she didn't come for a week at first Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family because she told him that she would be in Hawaii with them. But one day he received a call from the General Hospital saying that Carol was about to die she had been suffering from cancer but Carol forbade them from telling him because she was didn't want Eric to worry about her but now she was about to die she wanted to see Eric for the last time Eric rushed to the Hospital when he saw how weak Carol was tears began rushing down his cheeks he whispered "why didn't you tell me earlier? why did you hide this from me?" she looked at him and smiled weakly at him " When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this I didn't want you to worry I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully." Eric looked at her "you can't leave me!". He said "what will I be without you?" "you'll be who you are now I will always  be there by your side never forget that I cherish those times live life happily and one more thing." "yes" "Eric I love you so much" and she died Eric screamed he still couldn't accept carol's death he had only spent a mouth with Carol a mouth but changed his life in a way, a way that no one could ever explain but he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from heaven